I hate my life!!

I hate my life!!! I hate being poor and struggling for everything!!. No matter what I do its never good enough. Went to college worked all my life and I am still struggling and I cant understand why?  Why!! What am I going wrong that I cant get ahead. I treat people decent, obey the law,pay my taxes. And still its not enough. Save money the best I can but its still never enough. Just saw a post a friend is buying their child a house. A HOUSE!!! It must be so nice seems like everyone is getting houses lately and I cant. Why cant I have someplace to live as well. I am doing everything in my power and it still isn't enough. Why GOD why isn't my best good enough?